I charged!!!

Awh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
I think im having a good day today. I charged like $450 from my client and it was so smooth. He wasn't like the other clients who keep saying they'll get back to me, those who say they will me all their information for their website, those who find it fcuking hard to pay money for the SERVICE WE PROVIDE!!! He made the bank transfer just 5mins after we talked and actually sent me all his info today itself. (VERY UNLIKELY FOR CUSTOMERS TO SEND SO FAST.)

Muhaha >:) If i go at this rate, daily atleast I charge some $$ I know for sure I can reach my individual target of 5freakingGrand. Lets do some maths now. Its 9th March, I have just charged $700. Sad right? So.... (does some calculation) I STILL HAVE $4300 MORE TO GO UNTIL 30TH MARCH! How? Do you think I can do it? Sigh talking to one self, a sign of insanity = maybe I can't? KIDDING LAH! I cant make the dream where my mom saw me getting fired true.

HELL NAO!!!!!!!!!! Alright back to work.

p/s : If you'r confused, I am working part time at this website designing company as a Fulfillment Specialist. In layman's terms, we understand our clients needs and requirements for the website that they are looking for. And then we work accordingly. Also yea, we collect cash from em' once all is done. ITS NOT EASY OK!!!!!

Love defined.

“A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself: to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.”

Leo Buscaglia

Morning y'all!

So this is a quote I chanced upon while searching some stuffs on google. I think thats by far th best description of loving, being love in one whole package, or atleast for me.

 I never liked constricting my ways, I detest, loathe, abhor jealousy, I like to have my own space. I hear so many stories of girls getting petty over the tiniest stuff like when their bfs talk with other girls, or guys go purple w rage when other guys stare at their gf. I mean cmon girls, whats wrong w a friendly conversation? You definitely cant go crazy insecure over ONE conversation right??? However there are limits, if your bf starts to be all flirty and cheesy, all girls have their right to be mad. And guys, cmon! Be honest, its not like you have NEVER started at another female while your with your gf right? I see this happen so many times on the streets. We like to witness beauty, its just human nature. Give em' a break, and I meant your EYES. Haha!

Those were just examples. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I guess it also depends on how your previous relation went, or how your parents' relation was, etc. For me, I practice trust. I believe in the goodness of my man. Call me naive? But I believe he wont do that. No no, I mustn't think like this, we are all blind to the future. Maybe because I don't like the thought of my man being all suspicious and jealous on me, so why should I be like that innit? Hypocrite! Haha. I give him space, he gives me space. Both end up happy. 

Another key factor to me is all about opening up. When we are unhappy about somethings, why make th other party guess what he/she did? And if they make wrong guesses, you'll only become more upset. Let it all out man! Ask what is it that you did. Apologise if you'r wrong. Be forgiving if you were wronged. Think in their shoes. I think by doing all these, fights will decrease like hell loads. (or atleast for me) Yea I hate fighting and quarreling, not just w my man but with ANYONE. I witnessed many times where couples argue and become soooooo upset like that world is on their shoulders. Cryin' and fussin'. But when things go well, Woah.... Its like they'r light as a feather. SEE THE FRICKIN' DIFFERENCE!!! Many say little fight is good, but dont like it turn to sth big?

Heres a picture my all time favourite twosome! Guesses?

 DUHHHH QUEEN B AND JAYZ!

I just like this picture alot. I mean they aren't are hugging, smooching or whatever cheesy PDA (public display of affection) BUT! i think the love is still there. I mean cmon... FIST BUMP!!!! So cute man. Like i said before, they'r INSPIRATION TO ALL LOVERS.

Anyhoo, enough about my rantings. Im just glad Ive be blessed w sucha nice guy O:). I wonder how he defines love. how would others define it? What about you? Are you the jealous type? hehe if thats th case then pardon my paragraph on that! :P

Adios`

Holi.

Happy Holi to all!!! :)
Its holi, the festival of colours here in Nepal and I am apparently at work. Sigh. Feel so nostalgic, all the memories of celebrating holi in Malpi for the past two years. Frickin' awesome moments! :'(


Anyway I've been feeling so lousy at work recently. I haven't charged a single customer and my target is freaking 5grand. How the hell am I ever going to achieve that at this rate?? Its march 7 today and what do i have? ZERO DOLLARS CHARGED. :'(((( Feel so sad man. So Suhas came online and I was telling him about my current mood. Here is how it went :

Numa : i have target of 5000 dollars :(

Suhas : i hope u get to charge

Numa : its already7th of march

malai wild tension bhacha.

Suhas : last day kaile ho?

Numa: i really wonder bhanna... am i just lazy or what...

march 30

Suhas : oh ..u still have 27 more days

u can do teiti ma hola ni

dont worry much

Numa : 23 bhanna.

u suck at math

haha

7 days and still 0

Suhas : i did tht on purpose to make u laugh

 

 AWWWWWWWWW~ so sweet lah. haha. not cheesy right? O.O Hais... wonder how he know how to make feel better always. :')

College hunting.

Rise and shine Earthlings! Warm goodmorning. :)

So...

''CA programme is a professional course which has three sections namely, Common Proficiency Test (CPT); Integrated Professional Competence Course (IPCC) and Final Course. The registration for CPT and IPCC is open throughout the year. A student may register at any time during the year. However, as the examinations will be held twice a year in May and November, it is necessary that a student must register at least ten months before the examinations. After passing the Integrated Professional Competence Course (IPCC) candidates are eligible for registration as articled clerks/ audit clerks for practical training. Computer Training Programme, ie 100 hours Information Technology is compulsory for the candidates who wish to register themselves as auditor clerk. Students can undergo this programme while pursuing CPT or IPCC.'

Boring much? :P

Well thats an introduction to what Im going to be pursuing in regards to my education.  it took me sooooo frickin' long to finally decide on what to study. I was torn between civil engineering OR CA. Phew! I made my decision. But Im still procrastinating on the next step. I have this nagging voice inside my head that knows I HAVE TO/ MUST/ OUGHT TO start studying as soon as possible. Cuss frankly time is also running out. Since june last year after Alvls, Ive being doing part time here in Radiant (of which I dont even excel at). Geezs. Whenever I see my sister and brother studying, I miss it so much! After working here, I have realised that studying is WAY EASIER than working. Remember how our parents alws used to say that? Realisation has hit me, in my frickin' face. It turned out to be a FACT.

My main worries are like where do I study? How do i begin? Will a science student be able to do it? Here in Nepal, CA courses aren't that qualified re, unlike in India. Sigh... The thought of going India to study. I dno why I feel so scared and worried to be alone, ALL ALONE. I dont have any kin there. I think I will be like a lost puppy. Never been separated with family too, sucks man this feeling. On the other hand, I also feel like its a chance for me to prove to myself how INdependant I am. I can't alws rely on my mom or dad can I? Haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. All the study/ applying/ abroad stuffs alws make me feel so mood off. I hope the researching on the net leads me somewhere, somewhere GOOD! Oh lord, help me~

Lately I dno why Ive been feeling so guilty for like... ignoring the beggars/ street children/ poor on the streets. I alws feel like if i give one person, I can't provide to the ENTIRE beggars around there what. And then I tend to just walk by and ignore em'. But I can't be selfish, can I? I truly appreciate my life. Now on, I will start giving, maybe even donating my oldest clothes. Ahh~ I wonder it'd be like to see their grateful faces? :)

Good times.

Howdy ol' bloggie of mine! :)

Good news! I am feeling soooo much better now. No signs of vomiting, fever and stomach aches blabla. And thankfully I didn't have to cancel yesterday's plans. yay~ So.. the plan was to watch Ghost Rider 2. Bad start tho, we missed half an hour of the movie while waiting for Susan. =.= I couldnt even get the story, felt so lost tryna put all the puzzles together. And a short one hour (one hour is frickin' short for a movie man!!) later, the movie ended. DAFUG! O.O Waste of time cash excitement.

After the movie, we went to gorge at the Kathmandu mall's rooftop restaurant, forgot whats it called. Wth.. I feel so stupid, Ive been there like so many times already. =.= Anyhoo, we were all famished and the food was just awesomeeee! Hot and spicy, exactly how I like it. :D After we done with eating and all, we asked for the bill. The waiter was so cute lah, like the plump innocent smiley face types. haha! So I just decided to try my luck and I said 'Dai discount paudeina? Discount gardinu na.' He actually said 'OK I will try.' Hahahaha. Suhas was like literally embarrassed already sitting beside me. Okay its not weird, its just that in Nepal we have the habit of bargaining everywhere, and I literally mean EVERYWHERE we go. Hehe. I left feeling content with the meal and the discount. Muahahaha >:) yes!

After that we just roamed around People's Plaza. Soon it was time to head back. So... yea. All in all, I had a good day yesterday. Fruitful and enjoyable.

I manage to stumble on this picture somehow on google search. Queen B and Jayz, awwwww. MY FAVOURTIE MUSIC COUPLE!!! Inspiration to all lovers. I hope they last till I have grandkids! :")

 I believe in the goodness of you.

I believe you had reasons for doing so.

I believe we aren't strangers,

Cuss my heart can't bear the pain of thinking of otherwise. 

Food Poisoning.

Im feeling like super sad right now. I vomited and shitted like so many times last night. According to the symptoms, my guess is that I have food poisoning. What did I consume yesterday? Nothing stale what! Fever decided to accompany food poisoning as well, and 'welcome' with open arms. I had to skip work cuss of that, feel so guilty. I slept till 1 freaking pm but no... my head is still giddy! It feels like it weighs a tonne. I had panadol but still I dont seem to see its results. The smell, sight of food only makes me more nauseous. Urgh!! I hate the feeling of weakness and sickness cuss I hardly get sick and all. I wanna be healthy. Dancing and prancing around like my usual self. Even as I am blogging, I can feel the pangs of nauseousness. Dear god, please make me well. Please??

Had such plans tmr. Sucks to know that the probability of cancelling is so high now. Sorry love.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ I feel super sad man. :"(

Miss Mongol 2012!!!

Yellauw earthlings! Well, Its been a hell long time since I last updated my blog. Thats the thing with blogging for me. At one point, you feel like writing again and again but after some time, you ignore it like a pop up when browsing the internet. The cycles continues and I think Ive reached the writing phase. hehe :P

Anyway by far the biggest thing that has happened to me- MISSMONGOL 2012! No, its over already. Well when I first entered the pageant, I never thought it was going to be this awesome! Basically I joined this pageant as a test to myself. I wanted to know if I had it in me to face mass audience, if I had the diligence. I just wanted to prove that you don't have to perfect and yet be able to achieve. During the grooming sessions, I met so many inspiring people, learnt extremely valuable lessons but most importantly I now know to how far I can reach. This is just the beginning for me, I have yet to soar.

However in this journey, I wasn't alone. As cliche as it may be, family and friends were always my pillars of support and motivation. It was their faith in me that pushed me to try hard and put myself out there. Many times I actually doubted myself, I asked myself countless time 'Can I do this? , What if I don't win? and even 'I don't even think I can win?' Fortunately due the massive amount of support I received, I got back up! B-)

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..... (*drumroll please*)

 

I emerged 1ST RUNNER UP babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ Not only that I also received the MISS PERSONALITY and MISS PHOTOGENIC tittles! WOOOOHOOOOO. I couldn't be more happier. Miss personality was one tittle that I had my eyes on since day one of the pageant and I got it! Muaahahah >:) For Miss Photogenic, It was like a shocker but a pleasant one. I couldn't believe why I got it so I asked the the judges (one of the photographers) how it was judged. Turns out they really measured all our face proportions (for eg : distance btwn eyes, length of forehead, bla bla. ) thru a software in their computer! Amazing man. heheh seems like my measurements not bad eh? :P

After the pageant, I have received like 1234567890 congratulations and wishes. Ahhhh~ The immense joy and pride I feel. :') Miss Mongol was definitely a good ride man, I will never forget that moment in my entire life. It is something I will look back to and tell my kids oneday, 'Hey, you momma was a pageant winner once'. Awwwww I can't imagine their faces when I tell em' this! :"))))

Here a sneak peek of the event that day. Few out of th thousand plus pictures I had! :O

 My first win of the night - Miss Personality. :)

 My second win of the night- Miss Photogenic.

 My third and final win - MISS MONGOL 1ST RUNNER UP

 The beauty queen wave.

 My walk of pride. :')

Congrats to sapana and usha as well!

HUGE SHOUTOUT TO ALL THE OTHER 31 CONTESTANTS! Miss you girls and training!! :(