College hunting.

Rise and shine Earthlings! Warm goodmorning. :)

So...

''CA programme is a professional course which has three sections namely, Common Proficiency Test (CPT); Integrated Professional Competence Course (IPCC) and Final Course. The registration for CPT and IPCC is open throughout the year. A student may register at any time during the year. However, as the examinations will be held twice a year in May and November, it is necessary that a student must register at least ten months before the examinations. After passing the Integrated Professional Competence Course (IPCC) candidates are eligible for registration as articled clerks/ audit clerks for practical training. Computer Training Programme, ie 100 hours Information Technology is compulsory for the candidates who wish to register themselves as auditor clerk. Students can undergo this programme while pursuing CPT or IPCC.'

Boring much? :P

Well thats an introduction to what Im going to be pursuing in regards to my education.  it took me sooooo frickin' long to finally decide on what to study. I was torn between civil engineering OR CA. Phew! I made my decision. But Im still procrastinating on the next step. I have this nagging voice inside my head that knows I HAVE TO/ MUST/ OUGHT TO start studying as soon as possible. Cuss frankly time is also running out. Since june last year after Alvls, Ive being doing part time here in Radiant (of which I dont even excel at). Geezs. Whenever I see my sister and brother studying, I miss it so much! After working here, I have realised that studying is WAY EASIER than working. Remember how our parents alws used to say that? Realisation has hit me, in my frickin' face. It turned out to be a FACT.

My main worries are like where do I study? How do i begin? Will a science student be able to do it? Here in Nepal, CA courses aren't that qualified re, unlike in India. Sigh... The thought of going India to study. I dno why I feel so scared and worried to be alone, ALL ALONE. I dont have any kin there. I think I will be like a lost puppy. Never been separated with family too, sucks man this feeling. On the other hand, I also feel like its a chance for me to prove to myself how INdependant I am. I can't alws rely on my mom or dad can I? Haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. All the study/ applying/ abroad stuffs alws make me feel so mood off. I hope the researching on the net leads me somewhere, somewhere GOOD! Oh lord, help me~

Lately I dno why Ive been feeling so guilty for like... ignoring the beggars/ street children/ poor on the streets. I alws feel like if i give one person, I can't provide to the ENTIRE beggars around there what. And then I tend to just walk by and ignore em'. But I can't be selfish, can I? I truly appreciate my life. Now on, I will start giving, maybe even donating my oldest clothes. Ahh~ I wonder it'd be like to see their grateful faces? :)