De-press-ed :/

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

I know what a depressing way to start an entry right? But what to do, I feel so moody/demoralised/restless. Maybe cuss work isnt going so well. Yea, I dont have any clients to charge today. Our FS department head (Shakti dai), he went on leave for a couple of days today and coincidentally I also didn't charge today. Sure the boss think I become slack due dai's absence. :( Just now already caught me blog hopping. 'Numa Mam, Concentrate on sth else' re. Aigoooooo. Tmr, This whole week also don't have anyone to charge. Mood off lah walauuuu~
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On days like this I come up with a conclusion.

'IT REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCKS TO WORK UNDER SOMEONE'.

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You have to perform under their expectations, they got th right to cut your salary, they got th right to fire you!!! In short, you are always under them, no matter what. If you do something wrong, you have to answer to the baus(boss). Ahhhhh~ Imagine being your own baus man. You dont have to fear any managers, department head or even more capable colleagues. No one will order you to do this do that. You dont have to impress any-friggin'-body. Even if you make mistakes. you dont have to answer to anyone cuss you'r th gangsta BAUS. (Insert 9Gag Like a Baus picture) I guess you'r only objective would be to make your employers happy to ensure the company runs well. How hard can that be? Multiply their salary twice/thrice lah!!! Hahaha. :D

Anyhoo jokes apart, I always complain about my work and your question might be 'Then why go work? RESIGN LAH!!'  Here's the thing, if I stay home, you'll prolly see in the news that a girl died of utmost boredom the following day. I rather do sth productive than to stay home and rot/get fat innit? Another point, no matter how much salary they cut at least I get some sort of cash flo' here. Better sth then none riiiiiight? O:)

So there you have it. My work and my complains.
Actually the thing is, we can't always get what we want. And if we do (the lucky ones), there is bound to be flaws. And I guess ... like me, you just deal with whatever shit that comes your way and make do with it.

 

 Im going to keep going. And yes, I will be present at work (regardless of all my rants and complaints). 

:( Sighhhhhhh~

#True story bro.