Monday, April 16, 2012

An Empty Childhood.

I wonder how it feels to be away from your family during your entire childhood.
I wonder how it feels when you wait so eagerly for your parents during Parent Teacher Meet as that's the only time you'll ever see them when you'r in hostel, but they never show up.
I wonder how it feels when parents never came on time to pick me up while other children all had left for home.
I wonder how it feels when your mom and dad lives seperately.
I wonder how it feels when you can't even recall when was the last time your entire family was tghr.
I wonder how it feels when you are always compared to your elder sibling.
I wonder how it feels when parents are never satisfied with what you do.
I wonder how it feels to never have cut a birthday cake.
I wonder how it feels to consider a pet dog as family more than your own parents/siblings.
I wonder how it feels to be this underloved.
I wonder how it feels to not have a memorable childhood.
I wonder if he will ever be able to get pass this past.
I wonder if he will get rid of such immense resentment.
I wonder if he will ever forgive his parents.

Wonder. Thats all I can do. Cuss I can't lie and say I understand. No. I don't. I do not know how it feels. I really pray for his happiness. I hope god, you bless him w a wonderful wife and children. A family that he can correct the mistakes of his past.

God give him the strength. The strength to remove all his scars, from the heart.

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