'Love is blind' said a wise man.

And they said love is blind. Since years and years, I have been hearing this cliched phrase but what I never really understood was the blind part. I mean how can one be blind? When you fall for the other person, you fall for their good qualities, isn't it? You feel like you know th person well enough and that you'r ready.

But oh be warned, that is not true.

It starts to become more about th other person, not just about you. You go miles to make them happy and to always be there for them yet you keep quiet even when you hurt. This is when you slowly become blind to person in front of th mirror. Secondly, you can never know th other person well enough. Perceptions change. You start to discover things about them that you might not like. Deep down you realise there might have been hints all along but you just swept it under th carpet, with not just one eye but both eyes closed. Because at th end of th day, you want to have that person in your life despite th bad rather than not have them at all.
Now this is when you truly become blinded. By love.

Pain pain, go away. Never come another day.

The pain? Its constant, its not even waves. Non-stop and excruciating. I'll accept whatever comes my way. Karma wants to get even w me? Fine. But please, just make it quick. Like an injection shot maybe? Theres only how much pain a heart can take and I've lost myself trying to keep it in.

Long time.

Its been a long time since I last posted eh. Oh well blogspot, what to do? You know facebook beats you hands down innit?

I need th mood to blog and th inspiration. Hold on...