I haven't been feeling well since the last two days. Clueless as to why I keep having bouts of diarrhea/ fever/ cold. Its like I have this lingering weakness every now and then. I feel light headed, like th about to faint feeling. You gemme? Even climbing the stairs or doing the dishes leaves me panting and feeling rather feeble.
I have never felt like this bfo. I was always the healthiest child in the family, in the pink of health. So when I get sick, I loathe it. No, not even if it is a great excuse to escape from work or running errands. It got to a point where I got extremely worried yesterday. I kept thinking what if its got to do with high/low blood pressures, tumors or other serious cases. (touch wood*) The weather did not seem to calm me either. It was dark, black omnious bank of clouds hovering above us all. See th thing is, such weather makes me feel depressed. It evokes my tendency to negatory thoughts.
I pondered hard and I decided to comfort myself with concluding my not-so-good health due to simply 'Stress'. That should be a pretty fair assertion. My brain's 'worried' corner is occupied with many things right now. My studies, my job performance, my side projects, my brother etc. I prayed hard that I would be well by today and yes, I think the Almighty did hear me. I feel better today. The moment I woke up, I told myself it was a brand new day. :)
(Insert Mcdonalds I'm lovin' it soundtrack.*) Para pa pa pa Im lovin' it!
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