The party was.....

Morning yallllllllll~

So yesterday went ok. :/ Not so bad yet not as good as expected. Plus NO FRIGGIN DANCE!!!! Damn disappointed. :( It was a VERY casual gathering! Since the organisers had told me like all the sponsors/judges/contestants would be invited, I won't lie, I thought it was going to be some fancy party types. Cuss that meant alot of pple were going to present? Plus judges and sponsors all the big shot people. So I was dressed rather formally that too in heels! Then when I reached thr, so embarassing. (hides face in paper bag. digs a hole a. bury herself)* Everyone was dressed so casually. =____= Felt so overdressed and those vainpot types. Mood off!! Don't care I still have new year to flaunt me 'new' dress! :PPP

The venue was at Tongba House, Thamel. I never been to this place bfo okay, so how I know how to dress accordingly. Wai such luuuck? Anw the place was nice/cosy. Ideal for birthday treat types. I dno about th pricing tho cuss it was on the organisers (duh). We ate/ took pics/ watched our Miss Mongol video clip. They gave our certificates and blabla. It felt good seeing em' girls (hahahaha I sound like a pimp) and th entire Miss Mongol team.

Me Sapana Usha cutting the cake on the house by Tongba house.
Thankyou so much! :)

So the waiter/bar dude told us he is launching an online shopping website in Nepal soon. Yay! I like th sound of it. He says th apparels are going to be from korea and delivery will be done within one day (Tho i highly think they are over promising customers). He was saying 'we might need models' bla bla. I would be happy to do so given some conditions. So he was giving us his business card / facebook ID bla bla. And heres what he said in the end :

'Tapai haru justo manche kaam lagcha k pachi future ma.'

Translation:

'You people might/will be useful for us in the future.'

I was like DAFUG! Want our help, still got th cheek to say that huh? haha. Of cuss when you do business you wna ask slightly more known pple (I DO NOT mean me okay!) to advertise your business right? If it was me, I would also do that. This is no business trick. HOWEVER you don't just go and say it in their faces right? Like

'Hi thr, Im doing a new business and I think we can really utilise your name and fame to promote our biz.'

UNLESS  YOU ALSO STATE THERE IS SOMETHING IN STORE FOR THEM.

Haha I can't tell if he was just being brutally honest OR he slipped a tongue cuss yes he did have the 'Opps Did i just say that?' face. The verdict? I dont think he meant that in a mean/ sly/ crafty way. Just to pass it as a humurous comment. Anyhoo.. So their website is currently under construction but do keep an eye for

www.krjpfashion.com

I hope we all can get good buys thr!! Save time, Save money! :D Good weekend everyone.

TGIF!!!!!

Don't you too?

YAY!!!
Thank god its frickin' FRIDAY! TGIF! Ok on normal fridays, I never get excited to this extent cuss theres alws the nagging thought that 'So what its friday, I still have to work on Saturday.' Yes I work 6days a week, SATURDAY ALSO. Company's ridiculous rules man. =.= Dontchu agree wemmeh? Anw today I am particularly looking forward to the POST MISSMONGOL PARTY! (insert ta-dahhh effect) Wooohooo. Its been awfully long since I last went to a party/dolled up. Ready to shake off all my dancing urges Ive been having for dno how long. I am really looking to have a good time meeyan and catching up with the rest of the other girls too! Hopefully there will be no sore losers. If you'r sour grapes, PLEASE don't bother coming. No one will wipe your crocodile tears away. =.=

Alrighty so people

CHEERS TO THE FRICKIN' WEEKEND, I'D DRINK TO THAT!

Have a great weekend.

(ps I dont drink. This is just Rihanna's lyrics)

Random much?

I am craving for Oreos.
I need a good pair of flats FAST.
I can't wait for the post Miss Mongol party!!
Its sucha boring day at work. -_______-
I wish I had alot, ALOT of money w me now.
Truth be told, I couldn't think of what to blog about. HAH! :P

Hunger Games - Movie Review.

Oh well helleu! Say hi to de crank-e-iest gull alive. (Britsh tone*)

I dno why I feel so moody today. esp at work? Dont feel like talking much also. Oh it doesn't stop there. It gets worse when my clients piss the hell outta me. ESP THOSE WHO ASK ME TO CALL EM AT A CERTAIN TIME BUT WHEN I DO THEY DONT PICK UP. wtf lah. =.=

Anyhoo, Have you heard about th Hunger games? You watched it yet? I DID! :P Dont worry lah, I aint gna be a spoiler and blurt out all the movie details, so you can read on. I not mean. :)  However to be honest, I am rather disappointed man. I mean cmon the story line is rather predictable. Not a single unexpected twist at all! :( The good part of the movie is the cast and the costumes/settings. I was friggin excited to watch this movie, had so much expectations but it didn't turn out that well. This is exactly why I hate having expectations. You hope so much but the end results is rather disappointing.

Other than that, Life's pretty much a bore right now. I think I will be flying to India soon (this is a frickin' guesstimate btw) to go find a suitable guy for me and settle down so that I dont have to work no more. JUST KIDDING! Gotcha. Hehe. Well Its actually to study CA. India's got one of the best reputation for CA, worldwide recogonition man!! Geezs I gotta accelerate on my academic pedal wheel already. Worried sick cuss I think I am way behind time as compared to my peers. Gdluck to mua.

Just like hunger games,

'May the odds ever be in your favour'.

Hahahaha I dno why I said that. Do you see the link? O.o

Kandangwa Picnic.

A Saturday well spent indeed. :)
There was a Kandangwa picnic I attended today. Met so many new faces, Greeted so many elderlies, Congratulated by many, Greetings by such cuties aka the lil future kandangwas. I am really thankful for all the wonderful praises I received for clinching three tittles in the Miss Mongol pageant. Thank you so much! :')

Im really dying to watch hunger games!! How is it? Accompany anyone? :P

My Someone.

Someone who will be there for you always,

someone who is a good listener as well as a good adviser,

someone who wont get tired of you daily (boring) stories,

someone who will adore you regardless of any flaws,

someone whom you can trust w your eyes closed,

someone who wont mind going an extra mile for you,

someone who doesn't come to you only during their bad times,

someone who feels like family,

someone whom you can totally goof around,

someone who you know will stick around till your grandparent days.

THE MOST AMAZING FRIEND EVER.

Sounds nice doesnt it? I wish I met someone like th someone above. That would be just... awesome. Oh cmon', I aint referring to a boyfriend/lover kinda thing ok?! I wish I would come across sucha FRIEND. It would be so fun to just chill out at each other's cribs, having heart to heart conversations, just cherishing the moment. Believe me, at one point of time in my life, I was convinced I had found my lifetime friend. I thought nothing, NOTHING would tear us apart. We used to be very close but somewhere along th road Distance The Enemy became our new friend. There's no bad terms on my end, I still miss our times and memories will always remain.

Me my mom and my sister always say I suck at choosing good friends. I dno why. I think its cuss I open up too quickly and I am always joking around (jiskine-ing)? When meeting new people, I often joke around and make polite convos so that it lightens the atmosphere and to make em' comfortable. This could make me appear as friendly?  When friends, heck even strangers for some reason share their problems w me, I tend to listen and give opinions. I soften up. On this note, friendship starts. Sharing problems/secrets/bla bla. We become closer. Then true colours slowly start to reveal. Then our bond slowly fades and before we know it, we'r back to square one- Strangers. Long story cut short.

From strangers to friends, awesome. But from friends to strangers, oh-god-waiiiiiiiiiiii???. It sucks and it hurts. I hate being in such situations. Cuss when you start to care for someone, you expect th same. When that doesnt happen, it doesnt feel good. We get resentful, upset, hurt which sums up to anything but good. I alws told myself I wont fuggin' bother any more, but only found myself more upset. Sigh. This is an on going cycle. One moment, I dont bother. The next, I am like 'i wish it was the same.'

Yes I am indeed sensitive when it comes to friends/family. I get hurt yet touched by smallest deeds one does for me. Life has taught me tho, Friends come and.. go. F-ed up but fact. Theres no point wallowing over some friend who used to be so close now no where near. But rather to embrace each bond that comes your way. Just to live th moment, to enjoy his/her company, make memories! Innit? I have many friends in Singapore, sure I would like to meet up and catch up with them but theres no point crying over how we used to be so tight. Get what I mean?

On a happier note, the someone in the first paragraph. I do have someone close ( shes family so not really counted as friend okay! ) My sister!!!! My all-time, life-time, 24/7 bestfriend. Thank god and mommy baba for giving me my sister. No WAIT, she should be the one thanking cuss I came after her! Haha. Even she said 'oi moti, mai ho k tero life-time bestfriend' (oi fatty, aiyahh.. i am ur life-time best friend lah.) Thanks ah jie. You ze bestttttttt~

P/s: I hope ya'll find that someone ok! Feel free to share your stories.

Good Mood.

Morning people. :)

So today I guess Im in a pretty good mood (until now). I had a good amount of sleep last night. I had an amazing time yesterday! I still have the 'omg one year' excitement hangover. I received my salary ystd. Haha! I just read what I typed and dafug~. Sounds so ironic being happy about yesterday's events today. O.O Anyhoo... Dont get me wrong tho, work is still pressuring me. However, I wont complain today. Yes, lucky you!

Remember how I had posted about me having a small photoshoot for Nagarik Dainik? Heres a quick update (for those who hasn't seen it yet) :

See? I told you it was just a small photoshoot. :)

So there you have it. Nice not? O:)

CheesymushyPDA.

Note-
Whatever I post here, is all an opinion. Just like you have the rights to yours, I also have the right to my beliefs.

Have you ever witnessed couples who stick together, all the time? Like fork and spoon, like toothpaste and toothbrush, like KFC and its chicken. ALL THE FRICKIN' TIME. Yes I mean that. Well I have and it has dawned to me that only some couples can carry off being tghr all the time. While the latter, is nth more than an eyesore.

Some couples, I dno whyyyyyy they have th need to be so cheesy man! (goosebumps*) Showing PDA all over each other, behaving like thr is no one except them and worst of all, not considering how uncomfortable the people around them might feel. I get it that when you'r with your loved one all you wna do is to be close with them and cuddle. But cmon, atleast not in public. To add to that, a society like ours, conservative as ever. Elders will stare at you with dagger eyes, hello??? And reality check, IT GETS ANNOYING! =.=

However, they are some couples who can look sooooo sweet tghr. Tho these couples dont do much, dont show much affection to each other so openly yet their chemistry is still evident. I like these type of twosome instead. Romancing just in btwn them like how it should be? There used to one pair in th same collg as me, really looked like husband and wife. Aww. (Yes they are still tghr btw!)

Hmmm... In summary I think the main thing is ' do not OVER DO it'. Like when you see girls doing the duck face pose (pouty lips) OR kids using th word SWAG so damn often like its a straight ticket to 'cool'sville. You know how irritating that is right? Im sure you and your partner wouldn't wna be that eh? :)

P/s: I found this relevant picture. SO true!!!

Isn't this so true? Awww :')

on an abrupt side note :
Awwwwwwyeahhhh~ I charged a client. (singsong tone/ dancing*)

Goodbye Manila.

FOR YOU MANLA!

Manila is leaving today for Bangkok. Truth be told, its real sad to see her leave even tho I have been thru farewells many times. Goodbye is always bitter, yet inevitable. :(

Monu, it has always been a pleasure having you around. You and your 'famous' diplomacy policy. haha. I made this GIF image specially for you man!! How? Liked it or not? Sweet hai ma? :P To be honest, I hadn't thought we'd be such awesome buddies. Looking at the pictures above, we did have good memories most of the times. Farewells/bday parties/Shopping/etc. I am truly glad we met and made the best outta it. Monu the thing is when people leave, distance can't be helped. There might also be a period we might lose contact BUT! that doesnt mean you'r forgotten. Memories will always always remain etched to the heart monu! I hope you have a good time there, have loads of fun with your mom!!! I am pretty sure you'll adjust well thr w your diplomacy, choose friends wisely hai tya. Khana na milera, tero gala pani ghatcha ki? :P Hahaha! Ani I hope to receive you and AG ko wedding invitation few years down the road!!! I cant imagine how he's feeling. :'( Do maintain the strong relation monu. We'll support you alla way from Nepal aite? Godmom pani bhaidium la. We'll be thr seeing you off at the airport. Please feel free to break down, dont always be so tough on the outside. Its fine to leggo sometimes monu. Chya the thought of the scene at the airport making my heart beat so quickly~ :S

Till we meet again monu, my best wishes are always with you!! And yes, I love you manla. Goodbye.

:"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""(

(wipes sigan on your shirt*)

(wipes tears*)

( LAST HUG*)

Boo to the boring weekend, I wouldn't drink to that.

I am frickin' Bored.

So yesterday's photoshoot went alright. Ok-ok type. The clothes I had to wear were like long maxi dresses type. I believe it is being featured on the Nagarik Daily paper, tho I haven't had the chance to check the paper out yet. :/ Call me a noob, but I felt super conscious while being photographed. People observing me with those sardonic brows and all. Gees. I think it will be evident in th photos man, sure fake smile queen. : ]

Pemi's birthday treat at Everest Villa was also extremely enjoyable! Awesome people/food and th best part was th CAKE!!! Damn I gorged man, I really did. Haha. Yes guys, Im never the kind to shy away from food!!! :PPP Thus my size. (faceplam*)

After my shoot, I had some time left. As in like I had to wait for Pemi and the gang to finish with their movie. Thankfully!!! Suhas was with me until my sister came along. So imagine two fashion-keen girls but rather broke in a shopping mall with time to spare, th best thing to do? WINDOW SHOP!

(insert 50cent Window Shopper sound track)

We saw so many nice things lah, ranging from clothes to footwear to bags to simple stuffs to unique stuffs. And actually the prices were rather economical as well! Our moods were just uplifted cuss guess what?

 

This so fuggin' true man. Whenever I window shop (I am a very very indecisive person) and I see items that are unique/nice/affordable/in trend, I just get this veh happy/light feeling man! Automatically from

O.O to :D

thats is after all the staring to wide grin.

I feel like even if I didn't buy anything, atleast I SAW good things. Even if I had a bad day, shopping cures it all. Yes, Im sucha a girllllll~ haha. Anyhoo, gauddddddddd~ After all that, I can't frickin' wait for my salary to reach my account!!!!!!! Lai lai, come quick. Mummy wait for you. :P

Happy birthday dearest pemidon!

 Morning anyouameh-kay.blogspot.com!! :)

I was late for work today man. Couldn't wake up lah, so friggin' sleepy.

Yesterday was PEMI's birthday celebration! Sad man, I missed the 'SUPRISSSSSSSSE' moment. (due to my work ending so late = reach late = miss the crucial moment) Anyway it was real fun hanging out at her crib. So friggin' BIG and s p a c i o u s lah her house!!! Ideal man for sleepover kinda thing. OMG. O.O Her mom was also so cute and nice, super friendly. Pema (her younger sister) veh easy to get along. :) We did th norm, like hang out, crack jokes, took photos, eat. (By we I mean, Me/ My sis/ Pemi/ Pema/ Manila/ Asmee.) It made me realise I had really missed the pure of joy of a friend's company. It made me reminisce of the times when I used to go my bestfriend's crib. Sighhh~

Manila was rather quiet the whole time yesterday. I think she was prolly thinking 'When am I ever going to see these girls and hang out like these again?' cuss she's going Bangkok this coming Monday. :'( Pemi kept teasing and she actually teared k!!!! Omg so damn shocking lah. I have never, EVER seen her cry (except on her bday surprise). Never seen her weak/soft side before, I feel so bad for her. Sigghhhhh. Gotta see her off this monday. So heartbreaking, another awesome friend leaving. :""""(

(Photos on the way...)

Now coming back to today, I have a photoshoot later on. The person told me it was more like an advertorial kinda thing. Oh hell no, dont get me wrong. I am NOT a model, my dimensions are frickin' far from one. Actually even I am rather :O she wanted to feature me? (even tho its just a smaaaaall photoshoot) Oh welll~

And after that, PARTYYY~ Pemi/Manila's bday treat at Everest Villa. Looking forward to a good TGIF time.

See y'all suckazzzzzz.

De-press-ed :/

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

I know what a depressing way to start an entry right? But what to do, I feel so moody/demoralised/restless. Maybe cuss work isnt going so well. Yea, I dont have any clients to charge today. Our FS department head (Shakti dai), he went on leave for a couple of days today and coincidentally I also didn't charge today. Sure the boss think I become slack due dai's absence. :( Just now already caught me blog hopping. 'Numa Mam, Concentrate on sth else' re. Aigoooooo. Tmr, This whole week also don't have anyone to charge. Mood off lah walauuuu~
_|_ =.= _|_

On days like this I come up with a conclusion.

'IT REALLY REALLY REALLY SUCKS TO WORK UNDER SOMEONE'.

=.=

You have to perform under their expectations, they got th right to cut your salary, they got th right to fire you!!! In short, you are always under them, no matter what. If you do something wrong, you have to answer to the baus(boss). Ahhhhh~ Imagine being your own baus man. You dont have to fear any managers, department head or even more capable colleagues. No one will order you to do this do that. You dont have to impress any-friggin'-body. Even if you make mistakes. you dont have to answer to anyone cuss you'r th gangsta BAUS. (Insert 9Gag Like a Baus picture) I guess you'r only objective would be to make your employers happy to ensure the company runs well. How hard can that be? Multiply their salary twice/thrice lah!!! Hahaha. :D

Anyhoo jokes apart, I always complain about my work and your question might be 'Then why go work? RESIGN LAH!!'  Here's the thing, if I stay home, you'll prolly see in the news that a girl died of utmost boredom the following day. I rather do sth productive than to stay home and rot/get fat innit? Another point, no matter how much salary they cut at least I get some sort of cash flo' here. Better sth then none riiiiiight? O:)

So there you have it. My work and my complains.
Actually the thing is, we can't always get what we want. And if we do (the lucky ones), there is bound to be flaws. And I guess ... like me, you just deal with whatever shit that comes your way and make do with it.

 

 Im going to keep going. And yes, I will be present at work (regardless of all my rants and complaints). 

:( Sighhhhhhh~

#True story bro.

One more week to go!

Don't you just hate it when pple vent their anger/frustration/misery on you? 

It annoys me like hell man! At office, one of the cooking/cleaning dept aunty kept screaming and cursing under her breath. And she didn't even bother to soften her voice when we were there. So fuggin' evident right that she purposely did it so that we can hear her. WTF. =.=

She was mad cuss we (as in the people here) always dirty the eating area and she has to do the dirty work and all. Then I am like WADDAFUG!!! Its your friggin job whattttttt, and you are getting paid for it remember?!! Its not like we just came to your house w/o your permission and dirty your house, innit? Cmon' if we didnt dirty the place, it would mean she has nothing to do = NO JOB!! Im sure she doesnt want that right! Should actually be grateful lah that we give her work to do. Sighhhh~ Ok I am kidding about th being grateful part. But it just annoyed me. Like why vent anger on us? Go and complain to our boss directly lah!! Cb. =.=

Moral of the story - Complain to boss. hahahaha Kidding. Do not vent anger please.

On a brighter note, I was randomly surfing the net today. And I found some these cutesy hair-do(s).

 Couldn't resist the feather detail! Colour also so nice!

 I think this headband is th nicest!! Unique. So cute rightttttt? :)

 Perfect for summer myanzzz.

 I think i should try this on my hair? Hmmmm...

Allright now, back to work. I didn't charge any client man today. :( I called one up, said she will do bank transfer. Till now, no news. Sigh! 

p/s : Exactly one week left to go!!! (to mark one year of a very important part of my life now) Thus the post tittle.

Spongebob defines love.

 

Isn't this quotation so true? I found it on this site www.thumbpress.com. Awww Spongebob. :') Cute as always. His interpretation of love is so different from all the other typical 'Love is blind. Love is forgiving, bla bla..' Nice eh? :)

Besides that, its a typical day for me. I am at work. I charged a client today as well! AWH YEAAAAH~ It feels great cuss I don't feel like the loser who-sucks-at-her-job-and-wants-to-hide-at-one-corner employee today. (ear to ear smile*) Wonder who I should charge tomorrow. I don't wish to go blank at all from now onwards. Rather charge atleast something a day than nothing right? Fingers crossed that this strategy will help me achieve my target of 5grand which I have been repeatedly complaining about in the previous post as well. So after some math, I have charged $1250 which means I have $3750 left till the 30th of March, giving me two weeks to come up with that sum. Waaaaaow. I actually question my 'capabalities' man. I hope I seriously get better at this job lah. It is one of the things I really suck at. Sigh. Am I complaining too much? Too bad you landed yourself here already. He he he! :P

Anyhoo... I dno why it seems like my work place is so dull today. I look at my seniors' faces, all look so black and moody. Don't even dare tto even ask em', scared I might piss them off even more? Now, I have nothing else to blog about. In the first place I ought not to be blogging during work. (opps*)

Another day perhaps. Adios www.anyouameh-kay.blogspot.com!

Ecstasy.

It was good, so good. Too good.
Blew me away.
I discovered new things yesterday.

I want projects!!!

So.. It hasn't even been a month since I last received WON the tittle of Miss Mongol 2012 1st Runner Up. To be exact, its only been two weeks! A fortnight before I was so busy/excited/nervously getting ready for the big day FINALE, making sure I had all my stuffs intact. Going thru my list and check! check! check!-ing away. That night was definitely one of the most memorable day of my life and in no expense will I ever forget it.

Now when I meet my friends, relatives, people and i mean like those who were out of touch and suddenly you bump into them. So obviously to create polite amicable conversation, they tend to ask me

'So... Numa, how is life now? Celebrity I bet! Surely very busy innit?'

Then I am like O.O........... 'Ummmm, No.'

It got me thinking. Actually my life is back to th same ol' routine of work home sleep- work home sleep- (repeated). Typical and boring? And no, no one (okay lah mayyyyybe one or two) has actually come to me and said 'Hey you are Numa right?' Maybe cuss I always wear mask which covers my face 80% of my face (only eyes are visible). I haven't received much projects by organisers as well. Okay honestly I admit I am a teensy bit disappointed, I pictured myself hustling and bustling busy w assignments and projects. Its just that, you work so hard for th pageant and thankfully you win. Of course you'd wish there was sth in the long run for you right!!! (other than all the voucher crown cashprize blabla). No I dont mean fame, I dont want fame. Something that will make us worthy of being th tittle holders? Okay that doesnt sound nice, aiyahhhh jusr something that is there for us even in the long run lah! I even used large font, bolded and red-ed it to emphasis what I mean.

That was just a thought btw. I still a veryyyyyy content satisfied proud 1st runner up. Muhahaha :D Besides that, its a friggin' boring day at work. No clients to call. Sigh. Actually to work even on a Saturday while everybody else are enjoying their weekends, rather silly I think. But yeah, every company has their own rules. So does mine. : (

Good day ahead people! :)

I charged!!!

Awh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
I think im having a good day today. I charged like $450 from my client and it was so smooth. He wasn't like the other clients who keep saying they'll get back to me, those who say they will me all their information for their website, those who find it fcuking hard to pay money for the SERVICE WE PROVIDE!!! He made the bank transfer just 5mins after we talked and actually sent me all his info today itself. (VERY UNLIKELY FOR CUSTOMERS TO SEND SO FAST.)

Muhaha >:) If i go at this rate, daily atleast I charge some $$ I know for sure I can reach my individual target of 5freakingGrand. Lets do some maths now. Its 9th March, I have just charged $700. Sad right? So.... (does some calculation) I STILL HAVE $4300 MORE TO GO UNTIL 30TH MARCH! How? Do you think I can do it? Sigh talking to one self, a sign of insanity = maybe I can't? KIDDING LAH! I cant make the dream where my mom saw me getting fired true.

HELL NAO!!!!!!!!!! Alright back to work.

p/s : If you'r confused, I am working part time at this website designing company as a Fulfillment Specialist. In layman's terms, we understand our clients needs and requirements for the website that they are looking for. And then we work accordingly. Also yea, we collect cash from em' once all is done. ITS NOT EASY OK!!!!!

Love defined.

“A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself: to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.”

Leo Buscaglia

Morning y'all!

So this is a quote I chanced upon while searching some stuffs on google. I think thats by far th best description of loving, being love in one whole package, or atleast for me.

 I never liked constricting my ways, I detest, loathe, abhor jealousy, I like to have my own space. I hear so many stories of girls getting petty over the tiniest stuff like when their bfs talk with other girls, or guys go purple w rage when other guys stare at their gf. I mean cmon girls, whats wrong w a friendly conversation? You definitely cant go crazy insecure over ONE conversation right??? However there are limits, if your bf starts to be all flirty and cheesy, all girls have their right to be mad. And guys, cmon! Be honest, its not like you have NEVER started at another female while your with your gf right? I see this happen so many times on the streets. We like to witness beauty, its just human nature. Give em' a break, and I meant your EYES. Haha!

Those were just examples. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I guess it also depends on how your previous relation went, or how your parents' relation was, etc. For me, I practice trust. I believe in the goodness of my man. Call me naive? But I believe he wont do that. No no, I mustn't think like this, we are all blind to the future. Maybe because I don't like the thought of my man being all suspicious and jealous on me, so why should I be like that innit? Hypocrite! Haha. I give him space, he gives me space. Both end up happy. 

Another key factor to me is all about opening up. When we are unhappy about somethings, why make th other party guess what he/she did? And if they make wrong guesses, you'll only become more upset. Let it all out man! Ask what is it that you did. Apologise if you'r wrong. Be forgiving if you were wronged. Think in their shoes. I think by doing all these, fights will decrease like hell loads. (or atleast for me) Yea I hate fighting and quarreling, not just w my man but with ANYONE. I witnessed many times where couples argue and become soooooo upset like that world is on their shoulders. Cryin' and fussin'. But when things go well, Woah.... Its like they'r light as a feather. SEE THE FRICKIN' DIFFERENCE!!! Many say little fight is good, but dont like it turn to sth big?

Heres a picture my all time favourite twosome! Guesses?

 DUHHHH QUEEN B AND JAYZ!

I just like this picture alot. I mean they aren't are hugging, smooching or whatever cheesy PDA (public display of affection) BUT! i think the love is still there. I mean cmon... FIST BUMP!!!! So cute man. Like i said before, they'r INSPIRATION TO ALL LOVERS.

Anyhoo, enough about my rantings. Im just glad Ive be blessed w sucha nice guy O:). I wonder how he defines love. how would others define it? What about you? Are you the jealous type? hehe if thats th case then pardon my paragraph on that! :P

Adios`

Holi.

Happy Holi to all!!! :)
Its holi, the festival of colours here in Nepal and I am apparently at work. Sigh. Feel so nostalgic, all the memories of celebrating holi in Malpi for the past two years. Frickin' awesome moments! :'(


Anyway I've been feeling so lousy at work recently. I haven't charged a single customer and my target is freaking 5grand. How the hell am I ever going to achieve that at this rate?? Its march 7 today and what do i have? ZERO DOLLARS CHARGED. :'(((( Feel so sad man. So Suhas came online and I was telling him about my current mood. Here is how it went :

Numa : i have target of 5000 dollars :(

Suhas : i hope u get to charge

Numa : its already7th of march

malai wild tension bhacha.

Suhas : last day kaile ho?

Numa: i really wonder bhanna... am i just lazy or what...

march 30

Suhas : oh ..u still have 27 more days

u can do teiti ma hola ni

dont worry much

Numa : 23 bhanna.

u suck at math

haha

7 days and still 0

Suhas : i did tht on purpose to make u laugh

 

 AWWWWWWWWW~ so sweet lah. haha. not cheesy right? O.O Hais... wonder how he know how to make feel better always. :')

College hunting.

Rise and shine Earthlings! Warm goodmorning. :)

So...

''CA programme is a professional course which has three sections namely, Common Proficiency Test (CPT); Integrated Professional Competence Course (IPCC) and Final Course. The registration for CPT and IPCC is open throughout the year. A student may register at any time during the year. However, as the examinations will be held twice a year in May and November, it is necessary that a student must register at least ten months before the examinations. After passing the Integrated Professional Competence Course (IPCC) candidates are eligible for registration as articled clerks/ audit clerks for practical training. Computer Training Programme, ie 100 hours Information Technology is compulsory for the candidates who wish to register themselves as auditor clerk. Students can undergo this programme while pursuing CPT or IPCC.'

Boring much? :P

Well thats an introduction to what Im going to be pursuing in regards to my education.  it took me sooooo frickin' long to finally decide on what to study. I was torn between civil engineering OR CA. Phew! I made my decision. But Im still procrastinating on the next step. I have this nagging voice inside my head that knows I HAVE TO/ MUST/ OUGHT TO start studying as soon as possible. Cuss frankly time is also running out. Since june last year after Alvls, Ive being doing part time here in Radiant (of which I dont even excel at). Geezs. Whenever I see my sister and brother studying, I miss it so much! After working here, I have realised that studying is WAY EASIER than working. Remember how our parents alws used to say that? Realisation has hit me, in my frickin' face. It turned out to be a FACT.

My main worries are like where do I study? How do i begin? Will a science student be able to do it? Here in Nepal, CA courses aren't that qualified re, unlike in India. Sigh... The thought of going India to study. I dno why I feel so scared and worried to be alone, ALL ALONE. I dont have any kin there. I think I will be like a lost puppy. Never been separated with family too, sucks man this feeling. On the other hand, I also feel like its a chance for me to prove to myself how INdependant I am. I can't alws rely on my mom or dad can I? Haisssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. All the study/ applying/ abroad stuffs alws make me feel so mood off. I hope the researching on the net leads me somewhere, somewhere GOOD! Oh lord, help me~

Lately I dno why Ive been feeling so guilty for like... ignoring the beggars/ street children/ poor on the streets. I alws feel like if i give one person, I can't provide to the ENTIRE beggars around there what. And then I tend to just walk by and ignore em'. But I can't be selfish, can I? I truly appreciate my life. Now on, I will start giving, maybe even donating my oldest clothes. Ahh~ I wonder it'd be like to see their grateful faces? :)

Good times.

Howdy ol' bloggie of mine! :)

Good news! I am feeling soooo much better now. No signs of vomiting, fever and stomach aches blabla. And thankfully I didn't have to cancel yesterday's plans. yay~ So.. the plan was to watch Ghost Rider 2. Bad start tho, we missed half an hour of the movie while waiting for Susan. =.= I couldnt even get the story, felt so lost tryna put all the puzzles together. And a short one hour (one hour is frickin' short for a movie man!!) later, the movie ended. DAFUG! O.O Waste of time cash excitement.

After the movie, we went to gorge at the Kathmandu mall's rooftop restaurant, forgot whats it called. Wth.. I feel so stupid, Ive been there like so many times already. =.= Anyhoo, we were all famished and the food was just awesomeeee! Hot and spicy, exactly how I like it. :D After we done with eating and all, we asked for the bill. The waiter was so cute lah, like the plump innocent smiley face types. haha! So I just decided to try my luck and I said 'Dai discount paudeina? Discount gardinu na.' He actually said 'OK I will try.' Hahahaha. Suhas was like literally embarrassed already sitting beside me. Okay its not weird, its just that in Nepal we have the habit of bargaining everywhere, and I literally mean EVERYWHERE we go. Hehe. I left feeling content with the meal and the discount. Muahahaha >:) yes!

After that we just roamed around People's Plaza. Soon it was time to head back. So... yea. All in all, I had a good day yesterday. Fruitful and enjoyable.

I manage to stumble on this picture somehow on google search. Queen B and Jayz, awwwww. MY FAVOURTIE MUSIC COUPLE!!! Inspiration to all lovers. I hope they last till I have grandkids! :")

 I believe in the goodness of you.

I believe you had reasons for doing so.

I believe we aren't strangers,

Cuss my heart can't bear the pain of thinking of otherwise. 

Food Poisoning.

Im feeling like super sad right now. I vomited and shitted like so many times last night. According to the symptoms, my guess is that I have food poisoning. What did I consume yesterday? Nothing stale what! Fever decided to accompany food poisoning as well, and 'welcome' with open arms. I had to skip work cuss of that, feel so guilty. I slept till 1 freaking pm but no... my head is still giddy! It feels like it weighs a tonne. I had panadol but still I dont seem to see its results. The smell, sight of food only makes me more nauseous. Urgh!! I hate the feeling of weakness and sickness cuss I hardly get sick and all. I wanna be healthy. Dancing and prancing around like my usual self. Even as I am blogging, I can feel the pangs of nauseousness. Dear god, please make me well. Please??

Had such plans tmr. Sucks to know that the probability of cancelling is so high now. Sorry love.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ I feel super sad man. :"(

Miss Mongol 2012!!!

Yellauw earthlings! Well, Its been a hell long time since I last updated my blog. Thats the thing with blogging for me. At one point, you feel like writing again and again but after some time, you ignore it like a pop up when browsing the internet. The cycles continues and I think Ive reached the writing phase. hehe :P

Anyway by far the biggest thing that has happened to me- MISSMONGOL 2012! No, its over already. Well when I first entered the pageant, I never thought it was going to be this awesome! Basically I joined this pageant as a test to myself. I wanted to know if I had it in me to face mass audience, if I had the diligence. I just wanted to prove that you don't have to perfect and yet be able to achieve. During the grooming sessions, I met so many inspiring people, learnt extremely valuable lessons but most importantly I now know to how far I can reach. This is just the beginning for me, I have yet to soar.

However in this journey, I wasn't alone. As cliche as it may be, family and friends were always my pillars of support and motivation. It was their faith in me that pushed me to try hard and put myself out there. Many times I actually doubted myself, I asked myself countless time 'Can I do this? , What if I don't win? and even 'I don't even think I can win?' Fortunately due the massive amount of support I received, I got back up! B-)

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD..... (*drumroll please*)

 

I emerged 1ST RUNNER UP babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~ Not only that I also received the MISS PERSONALITY and MISS PHOTOGENIC tittles! WOOOOHOOOOO. I couldn't be more happier. Miss personality was one tittle that I had my eyes on since day one of the pageant and I got it! Muaahahah >:) For Miss Photogenic, It was like a shocker but a pleasant one. I couldn't believe why I got it so I asked the the judges (one of the photographers) how it was judged. Turns out they really measured all our face proportions (for eg : distance btwn eyes, length of forehead, bla bla. ) thru a software in their computer! Amazing man. heheh seems like my measurements not bad eh? :P

After the pageant, I have received like 1234567890 congratulations and wishes. Ahhhh~ The immense joy and pride I feel. :') Miss Mongol was definitely a good ride man, I will never forget that moment in my entire life. It is something I will look back to and tell my kids oneday, 'Hey, you momma was a pageant winner once'. Awwwww I can't imagine their faces when I tell em' this! :"))))

Here a sneak peek of the event that day. Few out of th thousand plus pictures I had! :O

 My first win of the night - Miss Personality. :)

 My second win of the night- Miss Photogenic.

 My third and final win - MISS MONGOL 1ST RUNNER UP

 The beauty queen wave.

 My walk of pride. :')

Congrats to sapana and usha as well!

HUGE SHOUTOUT TO ALL THE OTHER 31 CONTESTANTS! Miss you girls and training!! :(